How music works....

I am not really sure but it really soothes my soul...

Here's an acoustic version of ET- Katy Perry which i think it's fantastic :)

Another acoustic version of Born this way by lady gaga. :)

A spoonful of confidence

That is what i really need. One thing i really had to improve on myself but the only problem is i don't know where my confidence went nowadays...

There are times where i dare to do things that i didn't think i could do.
Joining a public speaking competition is one thing I am proud of though it was many years ago but until today i still couldn't believe that i did it.
You would probably think "no big deal... it is just speaking to a crowd of people..." But to me it is really an accomplishment and i am really proud of it and i do not care what you think.

Well that was during high school years.

Now I am in a new chapter of life, college. To me it is a really big change and even till now i just can't get used to it and due to that i don't really enjoy attending college.

It is probably lack of confidence.
Maybe i just have to try harder to believe in myself.

But there is one question. What if i am not the person who i believe to be? I will probably only end up embarrassing myself being a kitten who tried to roar and due to the embarrassment i will end up getting a depression and due to the depression i will probably. . .

Well, what happens next should be predictable...

There's also another thing that could kill you and that is
OVERCONFIDENCE

Life is difficult..... D:

Lord help me!!!

Doubts and Second thoughts...

Bad day in college...

Well, not that bad actually but i came home upset...

Haiz... Let's put that aside...

I have been thinking lately of whether I've made the right choice. Whether the college that I am currently studying in is the right one and whether I have chosen the right course because i wake up everyday and i do not look forward to college at all. And to tell yo u the truth i don't really enjoy the classes too...


So in conclusion I DON'T LIKE COLLEGE LIFE!!!!
-yet, i hope.

Another reason for not liking college could be because of PLKN...
I just had the most wonderful/best time there... Not to mention the people and the friends i made there... They are just a bunch of crazy ordinary people whom i am so proud to call them my friends :)

The awesome wiras and wirawatis...

Miss you guys so so much...

After spending three months at NS i am just so used to the life there i guess maybe i just have to adjust to college life right now and hope that one day i would like it.



Sorry for the emo post....

The Reopening! :)

Okay Im reviving my blog!!! No wait...Is "Okay, I am reviving my blog..."
Lol... i mean... Laughing Out Loud! I need to get used to this >.<

It has been awhile since I have updated my blog. Just a little notice that my blog will be different from now onwards for i will be using proper English for the sake of college (I am currently studying diploma in mass communications: which requires me to write a lot!) and also for the sake of my English. So there will be no more "lah" or "Manglish" (Mandarin mixed English). Yes... I know that it won't be as interesting as last time for you can no longer laugh at my weird/wrong English anymore but I promise to make the content interesting for the sake of my loyal readers. (That is if i still had any...)

Alright, i think i shall end here for today for there's is not much to say about my blog's reopening...

PS: Please leave a comment- especially about my English and my writing. If there are any mistakes do correct me! :)