Everything begins with an idea :)

How things could be brighter.

2011-08-25T11:50:00.002+08:00

Okay. I am going to try this again. To write (or type) something.
Honestly, I have loads of ideas and stuff on my mind which i would love to pour out but i find that putting it down in pen (or typing in down) is rather difficult for me. Maybe it's just because it's not my way of expressing it? Another reasons is I am afraid I am being judged by my writing. But i guess i can't avoid that. People have different views, ideas and perspectives. For example, Robbin Hood steals from the rich to give to the poor. To some people, he's a thief a criminal. While there are others who thinks he's a hero.
You just can't please everyone.

So just be who you are.

Because of Love

2011-08-04T22:53:00.002+08:00

Guitar caused my fingers skin peeling.
Volleyball caused bruises on my arms.

But i don't mind. All because i love them.

Jesus got whipped, flogged and crucified.
He did it because he LOVES us.

I will survive!

2011-07-24T18:13:00.001+08:00

Exam week.

Results 1#

2011-07-21T10:31:00.006+08:00

Short hair + ket jin pose.

Guitar?
in the process :)

Picture speaks a thousand words.

2011-07-16T00:12:00.004+08:00

However this one spoke 982 words. Not exactly a thousand but at least it is close right?

Anyway if you have no idea what crap i am posting this time maybe i should explain briefly before you read the content.

Basically, My college had a photo exhibition and my most beloved lecturer decided that it would be fun if his students have a conversation with the pictures in the exhibition and then come up with a 800 words essay about the picture which speaks to you. So here is my essay about a picture of a dock and the sea. ps. sorry my england not so powderful yet so please mind my grammar... >.<''

It was soon my turn to take the stage as another contestant bow and bid the judges thanks and apologies for the mistakes made during his speech. The whole time I found myself asking in my mind “What am I doing here?” and then a little voice in my head would reply and tease me “To lose and to embarrass yourself in this competition.” I clenched my fist tightly as the contestant make his way from the stage to the bottom of the stairs. I was shaking nervously as they called another contestant up the stage to present his speech and very soon it will be my turn to take the stage. “Why did I even bother to join a public speaking competition when I can’t even speak without ever feeling nervous in front of a small crowd?”, I found myself asking. I played with my fingers as the speaker gave his brilliant speech. Every point and fact seemed to be so wise and every word that came out of his mouth are so intelligent. So many things went on in my mind as one contestant after another seem to be giving really intelligent speeches so confidently and as that happens I got more and more intimidated.

The whole time I kept thinking of how I would perform and I kept worrying whether I would get a nervous breakdown as I was in the middle of my speech. I quickly look up and away from my fingers and the speaker on stage to look for something to distract myself before I get a nervous breakdown even before I hit the stage. I look around and I saw my English teacher as she gave me a thumbs up as and her lips moved saying “you can do it!”. Instead of responding her with a smile I quickly look away from her. She is responsible for all these, insisting that I represent my class to a public speaking competition and kept telling me that my speech will definitely be the best when other contestants seemed to be doing a trillion times better than me. When I was still in the middle of cursing my teacher for practically forcing me into this competition the next thing I heard was applause and the emcee stood up to speak. “Thank you to our contestant number 21 for his amazing speech. Now we would like to invite contestant number 22, Pauline Tan from class 5 Meranti to present her speech entitled…”.Everything else was a blur, the next thing I remember was that I got out of my seat a took a few steps forward towards to stage but then quickly change my direction and headed towards the exit. I went as far as possible from my school hall where the public speaking competition was held. I continued walking until I was unable to hear the blaring speaker of the emcee calling out my name.

That was two years ago when fear has caused me to run out of my school hall to avoid speaking to the public.Thinking of it now just makes me blush with embarrassment. My cowardly act of running away when I could have just tried. I still remember that day when I sat on my seat waiting for my turn to arrive to present my speech I desperately wished to be back to my class at the comfort of my own seat instead of having to be a nervous wreck in my school hall. I admit that I have stage frights and that running away seemed to be a good solution to calming my nerves. Now I felt rather ashamed of what I had done and there’s this feeling of regret where I thought I could have just tried even if I gave a horrible speech and turned out to be the worst contestant of the day but at least I could say that I tried. Then my English teacher would have come up to me and pat me on my shoulder and say that I did okay or well done instead of being disappointed that all her effort of encouraging me and helping me prepare for the competition gone a waste.

The fact that I rather stay on the fishermen’s dock and to catch a few fish with a fishing rod than to sail out to the sea where I could catch hundreds with a fishing net. All it takes is a little effort to build a boat and get out into the sea out of my comfort zone but because I was afraid and I chose to run, to stay on the fishermen’s dock where everything seems to be safe. It is fear that stopped me from doing anything, my teacher had help me build a boat and ensure that I was ready to sail but when look out to the sea I was unsure of what I would face and fear made me stay where I am placed, my comfort zone. Now if I could rewind time I would stepped into the boat and sail into the sea no matter if I would catch a huge amount of fish or come back empty handed at least I took the first step to facing my fears. Albert Einstein said that time travelling is possible but unfortunately he didn’t manage to invent a time machine before he was 6 feet under.

In the end, I took it as a lesson and I am happy to say that I am braver now at getting out of my comfort zone and do something different or challenging. Thought at times I would feel afraid and at times the little voice in my head would tease me and tell me that i couldn’t do it but thinking of what happened two years ago actually motivates me for I don’t want to end up regretting that I didn’t try.

I am a really bad girl...

2011-07-14T21:55:00.003+08:00

Ohhhh YES!

I feel bad!

really BAD as in acting bad not as in feeling feeling bad ya know???!

The fact that i have exams next week and i am still here BLOGGING!

haha! what did you think i did?

Rob a bank? x)

Anyway, there is really nothing much to post...

Unless you really want to hear about my life...
My life's been... well... let's just say it hasn't been going great but it's getting better :)

Thinking of ways to improve myself and i got 101 things on my list now.

1. Get a new haircut

2. Take picture of me if haircut is fine and if not cry and wait for hair to grow back
3.buy a guitar

4. Go mall look for guitar

5. learn how to play guitar

6. practice guitar

7. ...

Okay... maybe i exaggerated about my list being 101 things long but i guess it is better to take things one step at a time?

Getting a haircut sounds like an ordinary everyday thing but whenever it comes to hair cuts i always tend to get nervous. The thought of the hair stylist screwing up your hair and had to live with it until it grows back. *shivers* That's why i always stick to the same usual hair cut to avoid anything UNFORTUNATE! However, a certain someone actually made me think. After hearing complains of how my hair had always been the same and so boring i just thought maybe it is time to change? At least do something with it while i still had the chance?
Yea man! next thing you know i gotz a Mohawk! XD
hehe! kidding!
But seriously i will get a haircut.

soon.

About the guitar...
I have been wanting to pick up that instrument for ages. Well i guess now it's time to take actions?

Well. I think i would just keep this post short.
wait for the results okay?
well, slowly wait.

Walking barefoot.

2011-07-08T15:03:00.005+08:00

Life is like walking barefoot on a path which had a different surface. At one part of the road there are grass that comfort your feet and sometimes gives you laughter as the soft grass tickles your sole. At another you just have to get across painful rocks and sometimes even step on broken glass to get on with your journey.

Then just one day you came and took my hand. That was the time

where the path i was walking on grew abundant soft grass and flowers along the side. I look forward to the feel of each and every step as my feet land upon the delicate soft grass. Each time i breath i would smell a sweet scent of flowers in the air.

My journey became much lighter as well as brighter. You would walk with me no matter it's on grass or on broken glass. You were there to walk with me and sometimes to carry me. The times you gave me assurance that you will walk with me till the very end faded when you left me walking on glass alone. Confused i fell down as the glass cuts my flesh. I waited for you to pick me up but you didn't come back. Slowly i crawled with a heart still hoping that you would come back and help me up and out of this pain.

Glass cut deeply into my skin I cried, prayed, hope... But you didn't come back. With all my heart and effort i got up, my knees bled and was wounded by the broken glass. I push myself to walk forward, to move on. Each step was painful as my feet presses into broken glass. Tears rolled down my cheeks as the glass enters my flesh but i continued till the point where my feet was numb by pain.

I continued to walk until there were no more glass at my sight. It has all cleared up by friends who passed by. I look at my scared knees. They are no longer bleeding and the wounds are healing. The pain has lessened but the scars still bothers me. Time helped me by healing my wounded feet slowly but it wouldn't remove the scars no matter how much i beg or do.

The scars remained.

Coming back to Life!

2011-06-29T00:15:00.003+08:00

Today officially feels like a new day for me! :D

Happy to say that I am back on track!

Going to do more things and live life more! :)

You are right! I can live without you!

sure... i miss you sometimes but i miss my friends too! So what is the difference?

You're not worth it and I am done wasting my time! From now on I am going to guard my heart and love this life which I am given :)

Thank you Lord! Thank you for all the second chances! ;)

Turning away from the closed door.

2011-06-16T14:00:00.004+08:00

18 years has passed. Way too quickly and so

metimes i feel that i really couldn't keep up with time. I had LIVED for 18 years! To be honest i feel really lucky for many people in this world didn't even get the chance live this many years. Though not all my years are like a cozy bed of roses, not every path i took lead to a happy ending but i thank God for giving me the chance to go through it. My 18 years are filled with joy,sadness and all types of other emotions. Days where I feel that I am on top of the world and days which I wish that the world would just crumble to its core

. Truly, it was one heck of a good experience.

Half of 2011 has passed and soon it will be gone and be replaced by 2012. Things are really different now. Things had changed. From friends to personality to fashion sense to the place you live to... etc Honestly, this year hasn't been very good for me. Change occurred one too many at a time. Sometimes i find myself unable to cope.

Lord, where are you leading me?

Being alive for 18 years. I am sure God brought me to this world for a reason. I just wish i knew what are his plans for me. Sometimes i thought about my uncertain future. I am not even sure what i want to do as a career.

I guess i just have to try harder to place my complete trust in the Lord.

Lord, you had blessed me, protected me, lead me through this 18 years. Sometimes i did not listen to you and i strayed away. I made mistakes and you forgave me.

I really don't know how else to thank you.

Two double rainbow days in a row! :D

2011-05-25T12:10:00.004+08:00

If 2012 really come true...

What will be the things you'll regret not doing?

I am going to try to live everyday like it is my last day appropriately. Do good things that makes me happy. Just in case it all really ends and i would regret that i didn't even try...

Inspired by Nickelback- If today was your last day.

Unable to embed the song from YouTube so here's the link to it
http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=lrXIQQ8PeRs

Here is also the wonderful lyrics to the song. :)
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My best friend gave me the best advice
He said each day's a gift and not a given right
Leave no stone unturned, leave your fears behind
And try to take the path less traveled by
That first step you take is the longest stride

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had, if today was your last day?
What if, what if, if today was your last day?

Against the grain should be a way of life
What's worth the price is always worth the fight
Every second counts 'cause there's no second try
So live like you're never living twice
Don't take the free ride in your own life

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of?
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love if today was your last day?

If today was your last day
Would you make your mark by mending a broken heart?
You know it's never too late to shoot for the stars
Regardless of who you are

So do whatever it takes
'Cause you can't rewind a moment in this life
Let nothing stand in your way
'Cause the hands of time are never on your side

If today was your last day and tomorrow was too late
Could you say goodbye to yesterday?
Would you live each moment like your last?
Leave old pictures in the past?
Donate every dime you had?

And would you call those friends you never see?
Reminisce old memories?
Would you forgive your enemies?
And would you find that one you're dreaming of
Swear up and down to God above
That you'd finally fall in love
if today was your last day?

A nice day to be a fan :)

2011-05-20T23:10:00.002+08:00

Do your best Sean! The AWESOME believes in you! :)

Sincerely,
your no. 1# fan.
PAULINE! :D
NOT ESTHER!

Master Chef in my college.

2011-05-20T14:53:00.004+08:00

The winner of Masterchef Malaysia is maybe or even probably wondering in my college right now. However we still don't know who he or she might be.

Registration for the Auditions :)

Participants in the hall :)

off to study~

A post to AWESOMEness

2011-05-16T12:42:00.014+08:00

Most of you all had already done this on FB notes. Thank you for all the wonderful things said.

So i think it's about time for me to do the writing and not the reading... :)
I left PLKN on the 13th March and today is already the 16th of May.
59 days didn't sing Khidmat Negara song with you all :(
Miss you guys so so much... ;(

Anyway, here is a post to all of you who made my life in PLKN so awesome :) There's so many of you all so truly i don't know where to start so i think I'll just follow the "dari kanan nombor" chart and also extra few others who are not in the pic but had made my life awesome :)The AWESOME gang exist because we made each other awesome... :)

1. Bryan Foo
Brother, I can't really recall how we actually met. But all I remember is that you have been like a Big brother to me in PLKN. Though not throughout the whole PLKN period but thanks for being there for me and how i thank God that he let me meet a person like you :) How you had cared and prayed for me during the time when i was unwell and sick. I still remember the time when we haven't really knew each other. I was walking back to my dorm from the medic when i bumped into you. During that time I don't even know your name but you came up to me and ask whether if i am okay and told me that you have been praying for me had really touched me. I also know that you care a lot for your other sisters as well. :) Though we haven't really keep in touch lately due to our hectic college life i want you to know that you will never leave my memories and i hope that we can go hangout again sometimes :) On your 18th birthday if you're free must call me out yeah!! Then maybe we can go drink beer together once you're legal... ^^ In the meantime keep up the semangat Alpha! :D

2. Wai Heng
Cutecute/ Doraemon! ^^ The very cute awesome girl from Cameron highlands! :) Everytime i see you the first thing that always appear in my mind is "SO CUTE, MUST PINCH HER CHEEKS". Seriously, you have the cutest cheeks ever so pinky and adorable!
Most of my memories with you is i can say 97% sampat wan... Haha.. That one of the reasons why i like hanging out with you... cause we can sampat all we want and nobody can stop us from sampat-ing because nobody dared to! x) Still remember the times when i was always one of the last to leave the canteen you and the other bravo girls will wait for me to finish my food then walk back to dorm together. Just want to tell you that I always feel really touched because when you guys already finish your food and usually i would ask you guys to go first and dun wait for me but you guys did not hesitate and said that it was okay and that you would wait for me ;) In the end i just wanna give you and the other bravo girls a big big hug!!! ;)

3. Kelly
The really blur girl who is always the last to know of my presence. Or maybe even my existence... x) haha... Our memories together is not alot... But i am really happy to have met you in PLKN :) All i know about you is that you have a really cute personality and you like "Mr J" and i always like to tease and take stalker pictures of you and him together. Anyway i also want to thank you that you also stayed back and waited for me in the canteen with the rest of your bravo group :) I hope that you would continue to be cute and i hope we can meet again in the future and have more memories with you :)

4. Bobo
The Alpha girl of P2. You are a really nice girl. But really quiet wan lor... okay maybe not really thaaaat quiet but you dun really sampat much. Maybe cause you're really mature and you have no time for nonsense like being sampat. You are also the make up guru! I remember the last night of PLKN everyone was going up to you to get their make ups done :) However didn't get a chance to get make up session from you due to no time but i hope that i will receive one in the future! :D

5. Pau
No description. Go to Dim Sum shop.

6. Amelia
The very happy girl in PLKN. To tell you the truth, the first time I saw you i thought you were crazy. I am sure most of us are forced to go NS and are very unhappy about it at first... For for you it was a happy thing from start till finish. Then after i get to know you better then only i found out about your special personality is that you are happy almost all the time. You are a really cheerful girl that can just bring smiles on everyone's face and i also can see your semangat burn for bravo! I still remember when you told me about how your parents are really protective and won't really let you go out so during our last outing i was happy that you could come out and hang with us! I dunno about the other but with your presence it has made the outing a whole lot more cheerful and special and i hope we can still hang out again in the future. :)

7. Esther
My darling Esther.... I got so many things to say about you. Lets start from the very beginning on how we met :) I can't really remember exactly But i know that SK was there and BOOM you just suddenly appear out of nowhere and we became friends! :D Lol. I think thats how it went... ^^ You girl can win the Most Outstanding Sampat Person Award. I think i already told you this like a lot of times already... haha... but nevermind.. i just want to remind you of how sampat you are ^^ I also remember the times when you and Cheryl would come and visit SK in our dorm then sometimes i would come and join your gossip girl session.
I miss playing badminton with you. Especially when you team up with SK. Together you guys can really do impossible things like making me laugh till i roll on the floor. We should do it again, whenever we're free it'll be nice if just me, you, cheryl and SK get together and just play badminton. And this time we don't have to rush out of baris just so we can get the racquets!
Just writing this is making me miss NS life so so much! So i hope that we could hang out more next time! In the mean time hope to continue to keep in touch with you on FB and hopefully our dream trip to Cameron will come true! Will look forward to it! :) In the meantime i will just keep missing you... ;)

8. Ye Ching
The small but tough ketua dorm of P8. First time meeting you is on the very first time we set foot in Kem Geo Kosmo. We were standing in line and registering our selfs. You were just standing right in front of me and i wanted to say hi however just too shy to do so.... Then when we became friends i told you about this and it turns out that you wanted to say hi also but is also shy... hehehe... Sometimes i imagine what if we just traded our place during the time when we line up. Then i would have become Ketua dorm of P8 and you P1! Just a step to a big difference! haha.... If you ask me what i miss most about you i can say your cute personality and your laughter. It's really cute the way you always had to cover your mouth when you laugh x) Tepuk tepuk Ye Ching! ^^

9. Min Jie
The girl who always love to hug me... @.@ Haha... i kind of miss your hug now... Last time i was really afraid of your hugs cause most of the time you would hug me... to the death. O.O haha... I miss being crazy with you in dorm... Sometimes i would go over to P2 and usually you would be reading a book then when i go kacau you then when you got so annoyed you would just hug me... O.o But now i miss your hug.. :(

10. Ming Min
You're like Min Jie's sister man! You two are mostly seen together wan... :) You have a really mature personality. I think your childishness is only 1%? Lol. It has been great being in the same company with you. The Aplha girls :) Though we are in different dorms but i am so happy that we are in the same company for it had given me the privilege of working with you :)

11. Felicia
I owe you so much! I think life would be so so much harder if you were not there.... I feel so happy that you are in the same dorm with me cause if not i would be so lonely and life would be so much harder in PLKN. You are the girl with almost everything! Your locker is like Kedai runcit with all the varieties of food and stuff. If i need anything i just ask you. I still remember the time i forgotten to bring short pants and you just borrowed me a a pair without hesitation. When i told you i very paiseh have to borrow pants from you and all you say is "Nevermind lah... we're friends ma..." That really really touched me... And also thank you for the time when you borrow me your baju PT when mine got wet in the rain. I know it's a big sacrifice for you only had 2 pairs and by borrowing me 1 you had to re-wear the same one the next day. So thank you so so much for your helping hand :) You are really a great true friend! Hope we can hang out at more outings next time... :)

12. Harmony
The singer! And my sister in NS! :) I really miss your good morning wishes! You're like my so-called stalker! haha... Always peeping through my window to see me! x) We did alot of things together... Though we're like in different companies... Me in Alpha and you in Delta. But we manage to plan CF together, attend church together, lead worships together and also attend CB class together! :) Though we did not end up in a same group but at least in the same class!
It has been quite some time we haven't kept in touch cause you're not really active on Facebook... :P Means you have life! But i really miss you! When your holidays start after form 6 do give me a call so we can hang out! :)

13. Sean Yeo James
Mr. Yeo's soya bean drink! ^^ Sean sean.. I don't really know when i really met you... But i think we only became real proper friends when NS was about to end. We are actually from the same CB class! :) CB1! :) But i don't think we really knew each other for i never got the chance to be in the same group with you :P But i think we slowly know each other through our church trips and RS class :) You are a really nice friend and i had fun with you the last two outings :) Though our last outing was only 4 ppl only but so what? I look forward to more outings with you and more tours around your campus :D Hope that we could continue to keep in touch and i hope you won't get tired spamming FB :)

14. Joe Leng
Die-hard SNSD fan! I saw your yuri birthday video on youtube. Dude you are one committed/loyal fan! How i am jealous of SNSD to have fans like you! Haha.. I dun really know much about you as we dun really communicate much... D: I just know that we met in KN class and the first time i ever talk to you is because i fail as a chinese and had to go to you for help in writing Chinese characters. Then after that i only realize that you are also in christian fellowship. Somehow i feel that you write better then you talk. Or maybe is just shy? Because when i read what you wrote in my book i seem to get a clear picture of you but somehow when we talk you are so mysterious... O.O haha... Anyway.... it was good writing! i can see you really have the talent! Next time practice more Yiruma songs then can play for me! :)

15. CCY
The fun dude :) I think our gang is a whole lot funner with your presence ;) Really... you are like the fire starter... A guy who really gets the fun going! :) You are always the one to start the Happy Birthdays songs in the canteen and i think you are responsible for mine as well. So thank you for making my birthday so special. If it wasn't for you and your bravo gang to come entertain me i think my birthday would be a miserable day for me for i cannot go Sungai Besi and play with M16 :( I would never in my life thought that birthdays would be fun in NS. So tepuk tepuk terima kasih CCY! :D Hopefully the world is really as small as Elliot's muscle so i would have more chance to bump into you again next time.

16. Ket Jin
I don't worship you! Or cats... Lol... Don't be perasan la... haha... Ketket Ket jin. The always-pose-serious-face-dude. You are one funny guy. I like how you have wrote in my book. Though i was really messy but i think it's your masterpiece right? The way you syok sendiri while writing my book... x) But i like the end product. It really did made me laugh a lot... :)

17. Yang yang
The sweet little boy in NS :) He likes to play... no not like is love! ^^ Really sweet and lovable sometimes i just has the urge to hug him! I remember during my birthday you went to the koperasi to some sweets then at night in CF you actually gave each person a few sweets to throw at me after singing me happy birthday. Though it was really painful but it was really sweet of you to have planned something like that :) So in return i hope you like the card me and Min Jie made for you on the so-called last day of NS. Sorry we couldn't make it really nice cause we really had no time. But i was really happy to see you receive it with tears of joy! Or was it sadness since most of us are already leaving? But seeing you cry that day really want to make me to hug you also but i don't really want to come back for kumpulan 2 all because i hug a wira x) Next time when see you confirm will hug you! ^^

18. Elliot
It's a blessing to be tall you know? It's not a sin! Trust me! Tall guys get my attention! haha... You are one of the few first wira friends that i had. Maybe cause you're always with Joshua so i got a chance to meet you. Before i get to know you i already noticed you. One is because of your height and two is because you are scary looking. You are always in your hoddie looking like a gangster. Then after that i learn that it is not gangsterism but is emoism! Then when i get to know you better i learn that you have same kind of peaceful/ soft personality? Like a monk! Then i started to become your apprentice! ^^

19. Y. Ping
It's so sad you have to work during our mid valley outing... :P But at least we came and kacau you! Hoep you didn't get scolded by your boss or anything. Haha. I don't really know you for i only know about your existence a few days before NS ends. So i dun have much to say other than i think that you're quite sampat! haha... Lets hang out more! So we can know each other better :)

20.Zoe Teng
You're probably the very first friend i had when i step into NS. Haha. After we registered ourselfs and got our things checked we were sitting at the canteen hall. And coincidentally you sat behind me and you just turn around and say Hi. Then on that day you were wearing your Sri Permata shirt then our conversation started out easily cause of Miss Jocelyn x) Somehow i feel like it's really fated for us to meet. Cause our paths has crossed many times and we didn't even know each other until NS happened! :D So i really thank God for letting me know a friend like you! Let's go sleepover at Jo's house! :D Anytime free just call me! :3

21. Xyuun
Another girl from the bravo gang. :) Don't really know much about you but i know you always hang with kelly, amelia, esther and wai heng. However i think you're the least sampat in that gang so maybe thats why we're not that close. But nevermind! There's still chance! Next outing we must be more friend friend okay??? :)

22. Sam Soh
I don't think i really know you. Just somehow we added each other on FB. So errr.... nice to meet you? Haha... Lets hang out la! Then we can know each other better :)

23. SK
My darling SK! It's so nice to have you in P1! How we just love to bully each other and do sampat things in dorm! Haha... Every morning you are always up before me then you always have to see my super blur just wake up face cause i need to pass by your bed every morning to go toilet x) Then sometimes i would jump on you if i caught you lying on your bed! Haha... you're so comfy to sleep on... x) I miss you la... miss talking to you cause i love the way you talk! It's so different and sometimes i find it so so funny! ^^ Haven't really kept in touch with you di... But hope to see you one day! Hopefully 3rd of July! :)

24. Melvin
Meowvin!!! The first time i met you!!! In CB class! You're known as "Olang" but i accidentally reead it as Lolang and i kept calling you that name thinking it was your real name. Then at first i also thought you're orang asli or something cause you're dark skinned with name Lolang. Haha... till i heard you speak mandarin and then found out that you are actually chinese... x) MEOWVIN! haha... sorry if you really got annoyed in NS cause i keep making fun about your name but you don't seem to complain but only give me the =.=" look and smile after that... So thank you for being so nice and patient with me... :)

25. Dillon
It's funny how met... Cause i recall us insulting each other before chinese new year holidays. Haha... don't blame me you started the insulting! haha... You're also one of the first few wira friends that i made. Also one of the closest I can say :) Thank you for waiting for me in the canteen so i won't be alone at times though you have abandoned me for 465 times already and counting! x) You can be a really nice person despite of your insults! lol... okay there... i said it... i called you nice! >.< I just hope i don't regret what i had just said! Haha... but i have to admit that i really miss your insults! Lets hang out some time then continue our usual insulting routine and then maybe this time i could really throw a shoe at you! :D

26. Jingfu Wong
Actually i never really met you though we have lived through the same camp for 3 months... haha.. I just know that i was talking to Bryan on the phone on the last night of NS and then he just suddenly pass the phone to you and we just talk. Haha... It was so weird but i find it easy to talk to you even though you're like a total stranger to me... x)

27. Sean San
My ex-dance partner! Haha... Sorry if this post is going to freak you out because we hardly knew each other. But i actually stalk you in NS. you can say that i'm like you no.1# Fan. Haha... No la... is cause one day i just decided to notice the ketua dorm for wira and i kind of notice you cause of your height! You can ask Joe Lee... haha... Okay i better stop before you block me from FB! Anyway i hope we can hang out in the future! :)

28. Sean Ding
Hey dude! Have to admit that i am not that close to you but you seem like a cool guy! Haha... Eventhough i don't know you but i've heard a lot about you! In dorm x) I am sure you know that i share the same room with someone whose name initials "LMK" right? Haha... other than that don't really know much about you maybe CF we talk a bit :) But keep being cool bro! Hopefully will see you next time! with HAIR! :D

29. Bryan Raj
Dude! I miss tickling your feet! Love the reaction man! It's so epic! ahahahah! I met you in KN class :) Then only i started realizing your existence in RS class as well. Hehe... Not really close to you as well but i just know that i always see you with Miss "O" and just like to tease you.. haha... ^^ At the meantime tell your feet i miss them! :P

Okays... i think i better stop here.... Sorry if i miss out anyone.... Please forgive me cause there's so many people and only this much time for my exam is coming up... X.X

Anyway... Really hope to see you all again! Just want you all to know that i think of you guys everday and miss you guys so so much! So if there's any outing please must call me or i'll be so so sad.

with love. -pau

Sadness

2011-05-10T12:30:00.004+08:00

There are times when i could be so happy until i forget how sadness feels like....

Until the day when Happiness finally had enough of me and decided to leave... And Sadness came along to keep me company...

Someone quoted

How would you know what Happiness is if you never experience Sadness?

But does he know that too much sadness can lead to depression?

I really don't mind going through a time of sadness... I just don't want to go as far as depression...

I just hope i have the strength to get though this...

The strength only God can provide....

College Life ;)

2011-05-09T14:04:00.002+08:00

To many students, university life is fun. There isn’t a need to call those who teach them “teachers” anymore. They could wear their favourite clothes to school. Out with the days where mornings were filled with breakfast in school uniforms. In school there isn’t a need to seek permission to go for breaks. They could walk in and out of the lecture theaters (Yes. Places of learning are no longer called classrooms) and tutorial rooms at will. Indeed, the students have earned it, for they have grown up. But these freedoms are not here without prizes/prices. Prizes take the form of acquiring new knowledge; prices, in the form of examination failures.

Lecturers tend to be relaxed in lecturing the students. They do not spoon-feed anymore, i.e. the lecture notes are getting shorter and shorter. Lecturers tend to joke more in class, giving anecdotes and analogies from real life, mainly from their own experiences in the industries they operate in. Their wealth of experience is filled with funny and interesting stories. Students who take notes and analyse what the lecturers say will acquire new knowledge, not just because they have gotten everything the lecturer has said in the lecture, or having taken all the notes he/she has given, both orally or otherwise. They have understood the context and the framing of the lecture, the key words, the themes, the points the lecturer is driving at, not to mention to have thoroughly analyse what he/she has said in the lecture. It likens to the process of taking in and remembering the story, plot, and the situations characters in the film are in while enjoying them on the big screen.

But as we all know, life is not a bed of roses. Too much play comes with a price. What’s “too much play” in university life? The biggest culprit is complacency and procrastination. Examination is always seen as something far, far away in a semester. “We have just started, we can take our time”, a usual line heard in the university cafeteria. In addition, with really funny and entertaining lecturers, lectures seem fun. Enjoying it like a TV sitcom and movie, ready to be forgotten the very next day, will result in students not knowing what the lecturer is driving at. Students will not be able to grab the essence within lecturers’ stories. When examination comes, students will feel that they have been left behind in the wilderness, not knowing what to study for. At that moment, they would realise that preparing personal examination notes is part and parcel of university life. Looking at other people mugging examinations with something in front of them, comparing to his/her own lack of direction in examination preparation, a student will tend to resign to fate and let their maker decide the outcome of their examination.

Freedom is seductive in nature. But too much of it will result in one losing his/her way, especially when one’s body becomes idle, not knowing that freedom is in fact creativity. Students should exercise the creative freedom given by the university and its lecturers to formulate their own unique ways of studying and learning, not to mention preparing for examination at the end of the semester. In addition, students should also exercise creativity in sharing notes with fellow students, not blindly copying notes from each other. Students should engage in meaningful discussions with their fellow friends, taking the lecturer’s notes in many different directions, making the lecture more alive than ever. In this way, essays and examination answers will be rich, laced with different interesting perspectives.

Lastly, students should also keep their lecturers close to their hearts, for they are ones who will captain the ship they are on. They should often engage their lecturers in active discussion and challenge them to new ideas and perspectives. Most importantly, it allows lecturers to understand and chart the learning paths of his/her students.

Chua .R., (2011) In Facebook [Group page]
Retrieved May 9,2011 from http://www.facebook.com/home.php?sk=group_212228588805345&view=doc&id=213439595350911

When birds get angry...

2011-05-05T12:12:00.007+08:00

Do birds really get "angry"? Is it even possible?

:/

Unlike those complicated games with amazing graphics and effects which professional game designers spend years and years to specially design and create the ultimate game of the century which would get gamers anxious enough to play. "Angry Birds" is just a simple 2-D game with a bunch of angry looking birds, a slingshot and some green pigs on buildings made out of wood, glass and other materials.
Instruction of the game- Use slingshot to toss birds at pigs and eliminate the pigs.
A game as simple as that. Somehow i have a feeling that the person who created this game probably came out of nowhere and out of the blues just say something like "Hey! lets create an iphone app with birds and pigs and to create more action lets add a slingshot in it! :D "
Then "poof!" Angry Birds exist! And in months it has became one of the top downloaded iphone app.

The game had became so popular i see the angry birds all around shopping malls and even in movies... D:

It even got the National Geographic interested!

Alright... My post ends here but i have posted some interesting Angry Birds videos so do enjoy yourself! :)

How music works....

2011-04-29T23:30:00.003+08:00

I am not really sure but it really soothes my soul...

Here's an acoustic version of ET- Katy Perry which i think it's fantastic :)

Another acoustic version of Born this way by lady gaga. :)

A spoonful of confidence

2011-04-27T18:12:00.003+08:00

That is what i really need. One thing i really had to improve on myself but the only problem is i don't know where my confidence went nowadays...

There are times where i dare to do things that i didn't think i could do.
Joining a public speaking competition is one thing I am proud of though it was many years ago but until today i still couldn't believe that i did it.
You would probably think "no big deal... it is just speaking to a crowd of people..." But to me it is really an accomplishment and i am really proud of it and i do not care what you think.

Well that was during high school years.

Now I am in a new chapter of life, college. To me it is a really big change and even till now i just can't get used to it and due to that i don't really enjoy attending college.

It is probably lack of confidence.
Maybe i just have to try harder to believe in myself.

But there is one question. What if i am not the person who i believe to be? I will probably only end up embarrassing myself being a kitten who tried to roar and due to the embarrassment i will end up getting a depression and due to the depression i will probably. . .

Well, what happens next should be predictable...

There's also another thing that could kill you and that is
OVERCONFIDENCE

Life is difficult..... D:

Lord help me!!!

Doubts and Second thoughts...

2011-04-26T19:42:00.004+08:00

Bad day in college...

Well, not that bad actually but i came home upset...

Haiz... Let's put that aside...

I have been thinking lately of whether I've made the right choice. Whether the college that I am currently studying in is the right one and whether I have chosen the right course because i wake up everyday and i do not look forward to college at all. And to tell yo u the truth i don't really enjoy the classes too...

So in conclusion I DON'T LIKE COLLEGE LIFE!!!!
-yet, i hope.

Another reason for not liking college could be because of PLKN...
I just had the most wonderful/best time there... Not to mention the people and the friends i made there... They are just a bunch of crazy ordinary people whom i am so proud to call them my friends :)

The awesome wiras and wirawatis...

Miss you guys so so much...

After spending three months at NS i am just so used to the life there i guess maybe i just have to adjust to college life right now and hope that one day i would like it.

Sorry for the emo post....

The Reopening! :)

2011-04-25T21:48:00.003+08:00

Okay Im reviving my blog!!! No wait...Is "Okay, I am reviving my blog..."
Lol... i mean... Laughing Out Loud! I need to get used to this >.<

It has been awhile since I have updated my blog. Just a little notice that my blog will be different from now onwards for i will be using proper English for the sake of college (I am currently studying diploma in mass communications: which requires me to write a lot!) and also for the sake of my English. So there will be no more "lah" or "Manglish" (Mandarin mixed English). Yes... I know that it won't be as interesting as last time for you can no longer laugh at my weird/wrong English anymore but I promise to make the content interesting for the sake of my loyal readers. (That is if i still had any...)

Alright, i think i shall end here for today for there's is not much to say about my blog's reopening...

PS: Please leave a comment- especially about my English and my writing. If there are any mistakes do correct me! :)

It's almost the end of time...

2010-06-30T15:47:00.001+08:00

THINK.

It's called a 3 day weekend!

2010-05-28T11:31:00.003+08:00

I have been thinking how unfair it is that there are 7 days a week where you go to school for 5 days and only rest for 2 :/

To be fair

think we should only go to school for 3 1/2 days? x)

jz joking la... soon it'll get pretty boring.

Like holidays basically.. After a few weeks you'll tend to miss your friends and maybe your homework (ps:Mr Nerdo) ? x)

Anyways...

Happy Wesak Day people!

Finally got an extra day of weekend! x) A little more time to relax from all those studying man! Seriously.... i find no fun in them. :(

Pretty much forgot how weekend or being lazy feel like... xP

haha

DUCF Camp is coming up! :D

Have you signed up for it??? x)

till next time! :)

Loves

my henry

Mid Term!!!!!

2010-05-17T18:41:00.003+08:00

Wishing all of yous a BIG GOOD LUCK!!! :)

The picture below is taken last year at my class during pjk exam... Haha XD

God bless!!!! :)

with luv.

Staying grounded with faith

2010-05-03T19:51:00.004+08:00

is not very easy....
It's always not too late to make a U-turn....
He loves you so much.

I feel like the main girl sometimes...

loves.

Before April ends....

2010-04-25T11:30:00.002+08:00

Enjoy watching foods get murdered!

with loves! :)

just out of randomness....

2010-03-15T15:13:00.002+08:00

One fine day....
I decided to sms a bunch of peoples "i want your pizza...."
check out the responses XD

Suzanne: Lol... Soooo random... Guess what?? I ate pizza 4 lunch.
Linus Chan: Haha!!..i waiting for my food la..nvr feed me..my stomach making music d
Ban Joo: Lol... I'm a bun not pizza sorry you find the wrong person
steffi: Huh...????
Yan Chee: My pizza? I don't pizza, but i have Sejarah. :)
Joyce Wong: Go buy yourself
Kai Sheng: ?!
Tze Ying:Errrr.....you sent to wrong number adi ar??
Jitki: :O i wan ur cheesy, squeezey,make-me-dizzy oreo filled super chilled cake! :9 Om-nom-nom
Joshua Tan: Huh?
Henry Seow: what is pizza? i only know pi-r-squared but not pizza! o.O

have a good day! :)
with lovessss... ^^

When you're feeling angry and upset....

2010-02-20T12:27:00.004+08:00

Try not to hurt the ones you love.

Take your anger out on Carrots!!!!

sorry.

with love.

Gong Xi Valentine's Day!!!!

2010-02-13T22:15:00.006+08:00

Another school holiday!!!! ^^

Been waiting so long for this holiday man..... Finally can hibernate and also... update my blog x)

so so SORRY for letting my blog die.... Will try to keep it alive for those who wants to stalk and keep in touch with me okay??? (To Caryn: Hi! Come back with a husband! Miss you loads! )

Firstly i would like to wish a HAPPY CHINESE NEW YEARoar!

Hope you all had a good reunion dinner with your family!!! Let's try to give more ang pao than to receive alright??

Did you know? The cat could've became one of the 12 Zodiacs?

Once upon a time, the cat and the rat were good friends, every day they would play together, everyday they would eat together, and life was very happy. One day, the Lord of Heaven told the God of Earth : "I feel that the way we calculate the years is really uncomfortable, so I think I’ll hold a competition for crossing the river between the animals, the first animals to arrive at the finish line will make up the new 12 years calendar". The God of Earth listened, gathered all the animals and published the news.
All the animals wanted to participate. The black cat said : "I’m afraid of the water and I can’t swim, what should I do?", the water ox said : "I can’t see very well and I can’t tell the direction, how will I cross the river?", the little rat listened and then told the water ox : "My brother ox, I will be your guide, and you will help me cross the river, okay?". The ox thought about it and then agreed.
The competition started and so the cat and the rat rode on the ox. When the ox arrived half way, the cat pointed at the other side of the river and said : "Look! They still haven’t crossed the river, I’m sure I’ll be the first in the competition". The cat didn’t even get to finish his sentence, when the rat walked on him from behind and pushed him off, and the cat fell into the water. The rat laughed and said : "Oh, so sorry, my brother the cat. You can continue swimming slowly… now I’m definitely the first!".
The ox didn’t pay attention and continued to swim, and arrived at the end point. The little rat jumped of the ox to the shore and ran happily towards the finish line, seeing that the others still aren’t there…
The ox ran and arrived second. Next was the tiger, the little rabbit quickly followed, the dragon came from within the clouds and announced : "I’ve arrived". As the horse arrived at the finish line, a snake suddenly appeared from the grass, making the horse and the sheep jump in horror. The monkey, the chicken, and the dog quickly ran to the finish line. The competition was about to end.
The Lord of Heaven said : rat, ox, tiger, rabbit, dragon, snake, horse, sheep, monkey, chicken and the dog are the 11, who’s going to be the last one? At that moment, a very fat pig came running in and announced : "I’m starving!".
The Lord of Heaven was about to announce the 12 winning animals, when the black cat arrived, asking : "what number am I?". The Lord of Heaven replied – "I’m sorry, you got here too late, and you can’t be part of the Zodiac". The cat replied in anger – "That’s all the rat’s fault, I will never forgive him".
The Cat never forgave the Rat, became mortal enemies and is after it ever since! And this is the story of the 12 Animal Zodiac.

Secondly... i would like to wish a HAPPY VALENTINE'S DAY!

Have you ever wondered how this cute festival first begin??? :3

The holiday of Valentine's Day probably came from the ancient Roman feast called "Lupercalia." In the early days of Rome, dangerous wolves lived in the forest nearby. The Romans called upon one of their gods, Lupercus, to keep the wolves away. A festival held in honor of Lupercus was celebrated February 15th. The festival was celebrated as a spring festival. Their calender was different at that time, with February falling in early springtime.
One of the customs of Lupercalia for young people was called "name-drawing." On the eve of the festival of Lupercalia, the names of Roman girls were written on slips of paper and put in a jar. Each young man drew a piece of paper with a name on it. The girl whose name was chosen would be his sweetheart for the year.
Legend says that the holiday became Valentine's Day after a priest named Valentine. Valentine was a priest in Rome at the time when Christianity was a new religion. The Emperor at that time was Claudius II. He ordered the Roman soldiers NOT to marry or become engaged. Claudius believed that as married men, his soldiers would want to stay home with their families rather than fight his wars. Valentine disobeyed the Emperor's order and secretly married the young couples. He was eventually arrested, imprisoned, and executed.
Valentine was beheaded on February 14th, the eve of the Roman holiday Lupercalia. After his death, Valentine was named a saint. As Rome became more Christian, the priests moved the spring holiday from the 15th of February to the 14th - Valentine's Day. Now the holiday honored Saint Valentine instead of Lupercus.

So now you know! :) Congratulations on gaining new knowledge! Haha!

Thats all for now la...

with loves :)

Just something to keep my blog alive :)

2010-01-06T17:14:00.003+08:00

The Christian Bear

There was a man who one day didnt feel like going to church so he decided to go hunting instead.
He was out in the bush when he was aproched from behind by a bear. He dropped his gun by accident but didnt bother to pick it up.
He ran for his life. Weaving in and out the trees with the bear on his trail. Curving around a tree he triped over its root.
He looked up and the bear looked down. The bear was about to strike at him. He put his hands together and prayed:
"Dear lord, Please let this bear be a christian."
the bear sat down on its bum and held the mans hands, closed his eyes and said: "Dear lord, Thank you for the food that i am about to receive"

I Know This Lawyer

A small town prosecuting attorney called his first witness to the stand in a trial-a grandmotherly, elderly woman. He approached her and asked, "Mrs. Jones, do you know me?"

She responded, "Yes, I do know you Mr. Williams. I've known you since you were a young boy. And frankly, you've been a big disappointment to me. You lie, you cheat on your wife, you manipulate people and talk about them behind their backs.
You think you're a rising big shot when you haven't the brains to realize you never will amount to anything more than a two-bit paper pusher. Yes, I know you."

The lawyer was stunned. Not knowing what else to do he pointed across the room and asked, "Mrs. Williams, do you know the defense attorney?"
She again replied, "Why, yes I do. I've known Mr. Bradley since he was a youngster, too. I used to baby-sit him for his parents. And he, too, has been a real disappointment to me. He's lazy, bigoted, he has a drinking problem. The man can't build a normal relationship with anyone and his law practice is one of the shoddiest in the entire state. Yes, I know him."

At this point, the judge ordered the courtroom to silence and called both counselors to the bench. In a very quiet voice, he said with menace, "If either of you asks her if she knows me, you'll be in jail within 3 minutes!"

Loving the randomness x)

2009-12-06T15:52:00.011+08:00

Haha! This post is memang random since im in such a random mood! XD

Firstly let me tell you guys that im addicted to Koko Krunch! Especially the black and white one!!! Yippeeeeeeeeeeee! Daddy bought one box home and i ate all of it! By myself! Including the Box!!! How cool is that??? XD

Second thing! Did ya notice how close is Christmas???? It's NEARby... haha! Oh! Something random to fill the space!

HENRY IS A NERD!!!!!! A SUPER NERD!

haha XD

Oh! This is just a mini randomness... There was a Chinese Adam Lambert guy from camp! XD Haha!

A real lookalike! Haha. Maybe cause he had eyeliner-ed eyes x)

His name is Hosea. ~I KNOW! *yanchee*

Spot the Difference

Randomness lol.

MerrynotyetChristmas!

LOVES

One week ago...

2009-12-05T17:12:00.013+08:00

It's been a week since NSCFL 09... Whoa.. Time is running faster than me..

Life's been such a warzone ever since camp. The world is just too polluted and temptations is everywhere.. We're just too sinful people. Imperfect. But still... we could always try harder to be GOOD right?? x) So lets all be a good-er person! Do it for our Almighty father :) Anyway.. here are just a few pics uploaded from camp:) not much... but do Enjoy! :D

1st Day

On the Bus

Icebreaker- Superhero Dress up :) Check out this cute dude!!!

Year 09' theme: Heroes of the faith

First meal at camp! Yay dinner! ^^

2nd Day

SCF session :)

3rd Day

Games Time!!

Rudi! Group facilitator for Team Samson!

Minesweeper :D Eliminate your opponent with mines! Team Fortress >D Beat your opponent and rule the fortress!
Buttball!!!! LOVETHISGAME! Team Samson awaiting for their turn :P
Dodgeball! XD Agressive!
Potato xP Push the potato to the other side with your nose!!!

4th Day

Early farewell to a fellow camper due to going overseas with parents! Bye Leroy ;)

Bible racing :P
Supper special paparazzi surprise XD

Marianne!
It's the cute dude again!
5th Day

Camp special Night :)

Group performances :D

Enoch and the spies? O.o

Team Gideons Victory dance... lol.
Fight between Abraham and Samuel x)
Team Moses dancing to thriller!
*i know!!!!! Haha! Yc! XD
~D'nash!~

6th Day/ Go home day ;(

The Awesome Team Samson!

3rd Prize goes to Samson and Gideon!!! Yayyyy!!!

The crazi-est roommates i had XD

awww... Bye cute dude... ;_;

Ming Li posing on the bus

It's really different after i had reached home... After 6 days out of it... i actually missed home! I missed my mum so much that i cried when i see her.. It's... awkward. Me missing my mum... but it's nice :) There's more pics uploaded to FB. So go check it out ya! At the meantime! Lets be better peoples!!! :D

loves :)

Love from above

2009-11-30T16:56:00.002+08:00

Hey Hey!!! Im back from camp! Can't tell how awesome it was because it was just way too AWESOME! A camp which should NEVER be missed! :)Anyway... NSCFL Camp will be posted up later due to toomanypictures XD Now i just wanna share this really touching story about Derek Redmond that happened in year 1992.

It was the most memorable moment of the 1992 Olympics in Barcelona. Four years earlier, just 10 minutes before the starting gun, record-holder Derek Redmond had withdrawn from running the 400 meter race due to an Achilles tendon injury. Five surgeries and four years later he wanted to win a medal. It was his day.

Moments into the race Derek was in the lead, a shoo in to win the race with only 175 meters to go. Then he heard a pop – his right hamstring snapped. He fell to the surface. After the other runners passed him, he got up on one leg and started hopping, not toward the infield and the medics and stretchers, but toward the finish line. He told the medical crew, “There’s no way I’m getting on that stretcher. I’m going to finish my race!”

65,000 people in the stands and millions around the world watched via television and they were all clapping, cheering and crying. Derek’s dad jumped from the stands to support his trip down the track. “We’ll finish together,” Jim whispered to his weeping son.The crowd went wild as Derek crossed the finish line. Father and son embraced and wept together.

Pictures says a thousand words. This picture to me reminds us of our heavenly father and how he is always there for us. Helping us through every difficulties till we reach our finish line ;)

PRAISE GOD ;)

Movie 4 U

2009-11-23T09:15:00.004+08:00

All packed and going to NSCFL soon x)

Well i just thought to leave you some movie tips&advice before i leave :)

haha.

I bet everyone knows about the year 2012 and what might happen.. Well whether you believe it or not thats your matter.. But this is a movie you HAVE to check out!

It's such an AWESOME movie! The only sad thing is you'll see LOADS of people die so it's quite depressing acttually >.<>

I rate it 9/10. It gave me end-of-the-world nightmare after that so can't give it a 10 :P

But whatever it is it's a MUST WATCH!

Alright then! Thats all for now!

see you after camp!

ciaoz! x)

Celebrating

2009-11-22T17:19:00.003+08:00

The 100th Post!!!

Haha... Actually made a record ^^ So schools over and so are exams... And lets NOT talk about exams... I just so wanna burn my friggin papers... >.<

So far i have been Plants.vs.Zombieing XD

Was so much addicted thanks to someone >.<

Other than that everything just goes on as usual :P Sometimes holidays could be pretty boring and it makes you misses school sometimes... hmm... I do know CERTAIN nerds that do but not me! No way of me missing school this early of the holidays XD Haha. I do have this tendency of getting a job as well... Yeah... Really want to gain experience.. and cash XD See me as a waitress? lol.

By the way! Christmas is 33 days to go!!!! yay! Really do look forward to see christmas decorations hanging around. It's such a giving Festival! XD Oh! Anyone free on the 15th and 16th Dec? There'll be a Cookie Baking and Carwash Project Organised by my school CF and will be held at my place ^.^ We certainly do need helpers to bake and wash cars ^.^ The money earn from that will then all go to charity! :D How cool is that???

For more details just hop over to thisAWESOMElink:) or just give me a ring :)

Haha. NSCFL is tomoro btw x) yipeee! 6 days outta my house till i get homesick... xP Thats all for now.. Have to start packing soon. :P Oh! For those bored at home.. Here is just a game you guys should try :) (click click ! )

TheImpossibleQuiz

Will come back with more post after camp!

till den! tata :)

Welcoming November :)

2009-11-01T10:17:00.004+08:00

It's officially 3 more days till freedom for Form 4s!

& btw... Happie Belated Halloween guys!! ^^

Haha...

Anyways.... The wheather has been really wet these days... Always hot and cold x)

Spot a cat emo-ing few days ago at my house pillar... The wheather that time was cold and it's quite dark diii plus it's drizzling quite heavily that time... So i find it quite funny that it's sitting all alone by itself.. XD haha

so kewt! x3

till den!

with lovesss <3

Exam week

2009-10-28T22:45:00.002+08:00

Tomoro is BM paper 1 !!!

Omgness... whole time i thought it was Sej.....

My essay will probably end up like below laa.....

STOP. BEING. CARELESS!

=______________=

stupid me... stupidstupidstupid.

I've lost the nerd side of me :/

2009-10-18T17:44:00.002+08:00

2 Days till Finals.

Haizzzz.... i think my nerd side went to Alaska for a vacation or something. Haha

seriously....

Today i sat on my chair with a book on the table and just as i open my book, i've forgotten how to read. haha... or maybe im just lazy? no? Yeah... it went for a vacation... of all times it left me here all alone... so mean... >/

Kiasus are everywhere in DU. It's dangerous man.

i will try to find it again.

you guys study hard ya!!! :P

Living a positive soul :)

2009-10-08T18:56:00.004+08:00

Three Hairs

A very old lady looked in the mirror one morning. She had 3 remaining hairs on her head, and being a positive soul, she said,"i think i'll braid my hair today." So she braided her 3 hairs, and she had a great day.

Some days later, looking in the mirror one morning, preparing for her day, she saw that she had only 2 hairs remaining. "Hmm, 2 hairs... I fancy a centre parting today." She duly her 2 hairs, and as ever, she had a great day.

A week or so later, she saw that she had just one hair left on her head. "One hair huh.....," she mused, "I know, a ponytail will be perfect." And again she had a great day.

The next morning she looked in the mirror. She was completely bald.

"Finally bald huh," she said to herself, "How wonderful! I won't have to waste my time doing my hair any more."

:)lol(:

be positive!

with love :)

Fun and Laughters x)

2009-10-07T13:21:00.002+08:00

Lol. i love this x)

Wishing all the PMR students Gud Luck ya!!! ^^

with love :]

Why didn't you wake me up when September end? x/

2009-10-05T14:55:00.005+08:00

September has ended and here comes October :P

time to reactivekan my blog... still... i wonder if anybody comes here anyway...

Btw!! Caryn if you're reading this, Hi!!! See!!! im updating my blog!! x) Enjoy Uk and bring back a BF or at least a husband >)!! haha..

Moon cake festival was around the corner... Happy-Mid Autumn Festival anyway x) Didnt do much during that day... sigh... i miss my little girl days when i get to walk around the place with little lanterns with all my cousins... plus it's the only day where i can play with fire XD

Have anyone heard of the Mid-Autumn Festival tale? The one about Houyi & Chang'e :P

Just Google them. You can find many many different variations of it x)

Here is one which i think is quite touching,

Once upon a time, the earth had ten suns. They burned the crops and people suffered infertility. Houyi sympathized with humans, so he decided to shoot down nine suns and leave one for the benefit of the people. After he shot down the suns, he was treated as a hero. He had a beautiful wife named Chang'e , and they lived happily together. Houyi had a many apprentices; they followed him to learn hunting. One day, on Houyi’s way back home, the emperor of the immortals gave Houyi two pills, each of which granted eternal life as a reward for shooting down the suns, one was for Houyi, and the other for his wife. He warned Houyi, “Make no haste to swallow the pill.” Houyi was to wait until New Years Day, on which he and Chang'e were supposed to eat the pills together. Chang’e put the pill in her jewelry box for safekeeping. But Peng, one of Houyi’s apprentices, discovered their secret and decided to steal the pill. One day, when Houyi and other apprentices went to the mountain, Peng pretended to be sick so that he could stay home. After everyone had gone to the mountain, Peng sneaked into Chang’e’s room and forced her to give him the pill. Chang’e knew she couldn't fight Peng, so she ate the pill herself. However, after eating it alone, she began to float. Unable to come back to earth, she took flight and flew far, far away. She did not want to leave her husband, so she stopped at the moon, which is the body closest to Earth. After Houyi found out what happened, he was very angry and heartbroken. He looked up into the night and called Chang’e’s name. He discovered that inside the moon there was a lady’s shadow that look like Chang’e, so he ran and ran and tried to reach the moon. He failed due to the wind.

Here is another version which i think it's pretty funnie x)

Houyi was a lazy boy who did nothing but to practice his archery. He practiced day and night until he became the greatest archer in the world. One day, the ten suns all assembled around the earth. Their presence destroyed all vegetation, and hundreds of thousands were perishing. The King, who was desperate, offered his crown to anyone who could shoot down the suns. Houyi answered his call. He shot down nine of the suns, and as he pulled his bow to shoot the last one, the King stopped him, saying the earth must have one sun. Houyi then became the next King. He was pampered to the extent that he wanted to be King forever. He called his advisors to look for a way to make him immortal. His advisors found a way. They found a recipe for the Pill of Immortality, which required 100 adolescent boys to be ground into a biscuit like a pill. Every night he was supposed to grind one boy. On the hundredth night, his wife Chang'e could not bear to watch her husband become the tyrannical dictator for eternity. She prayed to Xi Wang Mu for help. She stole the pill, with Houyi shooting arrows at her, and flew to the moon grabbing a rabbit to keep her company. So the Chinese say that if you look up at the moon to this day you can sometimes see a rabbit making moon cakes.

Lol.
Anyway, i found a box of candles and lanterns in my room so me and my brother decided to become childish and start playing with it x) Below are some pictures :P

Got you! setupid cat >)

Got one with the moon :)

My little masterpiece ^^
Dedicated to you ;)

In the end, only these 2 lanterns are left glowing... So we decided to wait until the candle burns out...But den we kinda got impatient and decided to blow it out anyway XD

That all for this post la... i promise to come with more.. That is if anyone is reading == So do leave a comment if you come by or so :)

with love :)

Cavemen era

2009-09-07T11:15:00.002+08:00

The Day My Washing Machine BROKE DOWN!!

So what do you do????

YOU HANDWASH!!!

YES!!! Like those cavemens in the Mesopotamia era... (i no sej knowledge alrite!?)

And what if theres 7 people living in your house?

YOU HANDWASH dozens and dozens of clothes!!!!!

Been spending the whole morning washing... My hands look all mutated and EWW. Plus im suffering from this disease called BACKACHE...

ok ok... i should stop complaining...

But thanks for listening to me! You have officially wasted 5 minutes of your life xP

The polluted dark sky :)

2009-09-04T22:30:00.005+08:00

Today is a good day :)

CF was awesome fun! And the night is just so so pretty!

The skies are always so polluted around here... Usually the moon will hide and also the star..... But tonight the moon decided to show off it's beauty!

Here's a view from my house :)

So big and bright!

Such a rare sight! There's even a STAR!!! Can you see it??

God made such cool creation doesn't he?

Praise the lord!

kanpai! :)

ps: I spotted 2 pieces of pizzas!! ^^

Heart Warming :)

2009-09-02T15:11:00.001+08:00

-kanpai-

The Merdeka Baby!

2009-08-31T11:57:00.009+08:00

Had a little party at Steffi's place a her one day early celebration ^^

The Birthday Girl!!!

Playing Sensosketch! Pictionary Blindfolded!!

You'll have to locate your drawing board and pen first!!

Guess the picture!!!
Answer: It's Kevin!

Henry's turn!

Cake Cutting Time!!! :DDD

Happy Birthday Steffieee!!!
From all us!! :)

Pick that candle out of the cake!!

Ahaa... Steffi is skilled!!

The lyrics game!

Time for our Photo Session!

SMILES!!

Happie Birthday Steffi!

Happy Merdeka Malaysia!!

A piece of August :)

2009-08-31T10:46:00.006+08:00

Ok..
I know i've abandoned my blog for awhile....
OK... for a very LONG while...

i had reasons...
-im managing 3 blogs now...
-been busyy...
-i lazy.. (lol)

Okay so... Holiday.... is officially over... Good-Bye! Schools tomoro... Boo!!! Wellss... it's okay as i kinda miss school after awhile.... Don't tease!
So ya.. Life's been fine so far... very so-so, very boring, very cool, very special :) .... etc etc....
Holidays...? Ok-lah...

Went to Sunshine's Early B'day Party on the 23rd (HerB'day is on the 25th). Had alot of fun there with all the tiny tiny children from an anak yatim house (i think) Plus the Food is awesome++!! Kudos to Sun's Grandma & Mama :)

Then there's an outing with my CG :)

Started with a lunch at Piccadilly at Millenium Square.

This restaurant serves more than 200 varieties of food, bear in mind food only. I’ve not even talked about the drinks yet. Plus the place is so Football-ish... Their menu is full of pictures of food+football players... I guess this place is like specially for Football Junkies XDXDXD

The food is Nice. :)

Be aware of H1N1. x)

Then we went over to Troy's place to play Board Games!!!We spent 5 hours in total playing 3 unheard of but super fun board games!! ^^

We start off with Cranium. It's like Pictionary but with more varieties and options to choose from :)

After that, we moved on with "I'm the Boss!" Game! I'm the Boss is for 3 to 6 players, ages 12 and up. Games take about 60 minutes to play. When Chee Yao started explaining on how to play it sounds very business-like and serious type of games with all the investers, investments and the shares... But i gave the game a chance... and i loved it!!! HAHA!! All the sabo-ing and and the bossing and the money$$$! Haha! I earned 41Million in 45 minutes! so awesome!

Then the last game Manila :) It's like a betting game la...

i lost all my money in this one... xP

Looking forward to September! :)

kanpai

I miss her.

2009-08-07T21:04:00.002+08:00

It's been so long since i lost you...

missing you lots...

:( hai... suddenly felt veri emo.

i miss all my cats....

kanpai

4 meranti-ness

2009-07-19T22:05:00.003+08:00

Exam's a week away...

really have to start working hard....

Anyway... i will probably abandon my blog awhile...

will be studying hard. *dun call me a nerd!*

really la... need to improve edi or it's the end of SPM for me.. X.x

No more joking around! x) .lol.

Anyway.. another reminder that LOUD will be on the 26July.

So be there and make sure you drag along a few friends too ^^

see ya! *]

kanpai

LOUD 2009!!!

2009-06-27T12:06:00.015+08:00

About a year has passed and LOUD concert is back again!

As XYZ events presents to you....

LOUD 2009!!

Anyway... Before i wanna go any further with LOUD'09. I just wanna share abit of my experience of LOUD2008 :)

I only joined XZY about a year ago. My friend invited me to join her CG, PJDU around the month of July and a few times i heard of them talking about this LOUD concert. During that time i have no idea what it was or how is like as i did not attend LOUD'07. So as the time draw near to LOUD'08 we had lots of ZoneCongres which explains abit more about this concert and i started to get really excited about it :) They had this cool contest about creating LOUD posters before the event which i think it's a really cool idea cause it get me all motivated and heat up for this event. It even gave me a bonding time with my CG when a few of them came together to make the poster :) and guess what?? We won vouchers!

PJDU LOUD poster! It's real glittery! ^^

They gave us this really really cool invitations that looks like concert passes to invite friends and to my suprise i found out that im not the only one who had no idea what LOUD concert is... So ya... Lots of my friends were curious so quite of amount of them turned up for the event!! ^^ Praise the Lord!

The Event was held at DUMC Dream Centre. Huge place.

Me and a few other friends went there quite early about 5:30pm like dat... During that time... there weren't much people yet. So we hang around. There were lots of cool games like the giant Fussball, Wii games!, the dancing arrow game and lots more!!! Me & my friends did not participate in the games tho as there was like loong que of people awaiting for their turn. Instead, we got our face tatooed, bought a burger & a oh-so-good bubble milk tea and enjoy the performance by the indie bands :)

Time passes and more and more people start arriving. Then there were ushers around giving out this long colourful balloon thingies which makes lots of noise by hitting them together. 10 minutes before the beggining of the concert they opened the doors as hundreds of teenagers rushed in the huge auditorium. Me and my friends held hands trying our best not to get separated as we squeeze through the crowd to find a seat.

The huge auditorium at DUMC where people have their weekly celebration(service). Where the concert was held :)

A countdown started as we enter the auditorium. The atmosphere was filled with exciting-ness as the huge coundown clock hits 0:00 then the concert had great start off with XYZ very own Junkyard Invaders! It was really really cool! The beats and the creativity and all that was just awesome! Then dancers came on stage to show off their cool moves!

Then they introduced this local christian band, 1amBand.

I havent heard of them or their songs before so it's definately something new :) They lead a crowd about 1000++ people into praise and worship. Awesome-ness.

After that Melvin Ong aka MOKS, our youth pastor came and share a message with us. Then came the most touching part of the event. The altar call where people are called to come to the front to accept Jesus into their lives. I was vey happy to see my non-christian friends putting up their hands and going out to the front when they were called. Soon there was a crowd at the front. I felt very glad to see people one by one stepping out front to accept God as the Bible quoted in Luke15:10 "In the same way, I tell you, the angels of God rejoice over one sinner who repents" -GNV.

It was an awesome experience. This Loud concert. This is all i can tell you about through a blog post. There were more than this that happened and just to much to describe. If you really wanna know more... Just come for LOUD 2009!

Hope to see you there! ^^

LOUD '09 teaser!

Time: 26th July 2009 (Sunday) 5pm-9pm

Venue: Dream Centre

if u need more info, just call me! :)

Also, did I mention that there is a Post-LOUD! blogging competition?
It is open to all people who attended LOUD! '09! ITS AS EASY AS 1,2,3! (There is only three steps anyways).

All you have to do is,
1) Attend LOUD! '09,
2) Take pictures during LOUD! '09,
3) Blog about it after and submit it to xyz.dumc@gmail.com.

The submission will require the following details though.

1) Name,
2) Friend who invited you,
3) The cell group of that friend (If applicable),
4) Blog URL (the link to the post).

The articles will be judged based on Creativity, Content & Style.If you participate, you might stand a chance to win an IPOD TOUCH!

Deadline for submission is 31st of July 2009 @ 11.59pm. So, COME FOR LOUD! '09!

Got my temperature rising...

2009-06-20T21:47:00.003+08:00

DUCF Heatwave 09'

it was awesome :)

This years camp is just really really different. The theme, the location, the people and the experience :)

This year i got into the camp commitee so got lots of things to do laa... But ot was all so worth it ^^ I got closer to alot of people and meke new friends! Together us, the commitee, im sure all of us had fun and just enjoy doing for God :) Keep the fire burning ya!! Im sure he's pleased.

Im the Group leader for Group Vindaloo!(indian curry, google it!) haha... very weird... i mean... i've never become a leader before in my entire life. So abit nervous la actually... Plus i dun really make alot of noise wan.... sorry ya group members... thank you for just cooping with me...

Oh anyway! To Jitki, LiChung, Isaac, Tjia Ern, YenRay, Kimberly, Wai Wan... Sorry i didnt tell you this like during camp or anything... You guys are all awesome awesome people! Great job in the games(sportsmanship!) and the talentime performances and all. Plus a BIG thank you to my assistant James and advisor David for helping me out :) I hope the very best for you guys and hopefully i'll see you guys again in next years camp :) Do me a favour and spread the Heatwave!

The Location for this years camp is... i have to say.. rather small. (The pictures from the website like so Big; awesome photographer they've hired =.=") But it's very comfortable & cozy la :)

The Games are super creative + fun!! kudos to Kin&James. Games like the ice-breakers!!! i find it exhausting tho. Then the station games!!! im sure ppl remembers the fibre we all consumed that night! it was healthy la kay?? XD The Obstacle course! Wooohooo! Vindaloo fastest man! 10mins 9 secs! *perasans* >) Buttball! i didnt get to play this year T.T

Angels & Mortals i got DavidLim as my mortal this year... but he found me out the 2nd day.. Haih... Jen Wei is my angel :) im the only girl with a girl angel. Feel so special x)

The Sessions were great! The first session, we are all brought out and are left alone one by one to

just spend like a solitude time. Distractions were all taken away... and there's this little connection la.. between me and him. Its was a very special session :) The fruit of the spirit! i learned so much from there! ^^ and BK session with Miss Lee was nice :) The last session is another special one there.

Hot Night. I enjoyed doing the Jaiho performance XD Tho i have no idea what i was doing at all plus i was hiding behind all the people. But was so fun man! making fools outta ourselves! XD

so so so so so much more happened in camp! but i just can't type down everything laa... if you wanna know more... Come for next years! Then only you'll know!

Leviticus 6:13. The fire must be kept burning on the altar continuosly; it must not go out.

You are now a spark. Now created a heatwave and spread his words :)

kanpai

Pictures proceed

CF camp Heatwave :)

2009-06-16T16:44:00.027+08:00

We kumpul at DK court there :P

In Harvest Havens...

Guess Who!

- Jocelyn - poser x) -

SU ppl!! XD

Henry!

ChenSern :P

Isaac&Charis

WaiWan

Matthew&WaiWan

The two smallest kids in camp! x)

LuZhong&AaronOng^^

Ritchie&AaronOng

The Waiters and Waitresses

Hot Night!!!

MassageMania!

Suz&JitKi

Miss Lee :)

Worship session

James performing :)

Jonah

"i love you.... *kneels down*.... but i love God more" and she walks away... lol.

Adam&Eve

So you think... you can feed the 5000?

Cleaning their face for some biscuit game x)

Arlene being taller Calvin

Calvin grew taller! XD

Camp papa! -EeChoong!

Cass&Emilio&Rebecca

KinHoe

Daniel!

EngKeat&Aaron&Brandon&James&David&Emilio

This two again -.-

DavidL. -mymortal

JenWei. -myangel

TjiaErn&Daniel

Stephanie&Yanyan&me ^^

view from the bus

BanJoo

me&TjiaErn

More Pics and details @

DUCFblog

Baaaaccck! ^^

2009-06-13T21:54:00.004+08:00

Heeeeyy!!!

im back from DUCF Camp 09'!

HEATWAVE

gooooooo vindaloooo! x)

Anyway... Camp was fun :) Though i have to say it has its ups and downs but overall it sums up into an awesome camp ^^

Firstly, i wanna thank God so so so so so much!!! For just being there ALL the time ;) Thank you for your guidance through planning this camp, and for just helping us face through all the difficulties :)

God is love!

God is awesome!

Go fruit of the spirit!!! x)

Thanks commitee for all the hard work put into this camp :) Camp mama Sunshine & Camp papa Eechoong, you guys did an awesome great job + rocked camp! ^^ Kin & James did an awesome job in the fun and creative ice-breakers and fun fun games.

Logistics Arlene & Eweie! (Calvin XD) you guys did a great job +worked hard in the loading and unloading :) Good Job HeangLee & Dom im Public Relating. Daniel, goodgood work in keeping us all in time and all ^^ Suzanne, good work in the worship coordinating and song lyrics :) Yan Chee, awesome job in handling all those $$$. And lastly, not forgetting all those advisors, David, KahHoe, KhyeYuen, JenWei, AaronWu & ChenSern! :)

Thank you for giving to the lord,

I'm so glad you gave ;)

Thank you campers for just attending this awesomepossum camp! :) Keep the fire burning, Fan into Flames, keep the passion for his name :)

I took lots and lots of pics but will post it later kay? so so tired now so wan to sleep...

wooohooo!

kanpai

FriendshipConnectionTuesday! ;)

2009-06-06T20:05:00.010+08:00

^^ Here are the pics for FCS2! ^^

Khye Jiet & Emmanuel getting the bbq pit ready :)

steffi :P

Camille ^^

The guys setting up another mini bbq set.

BanJoo running away from me -.-

Caryn!!!

YeeLing!

Shoes! lol...

People all playing Taboo!

If im not mistaken... they're rapping or singing XD

Chin with his talent

Emmanuel sudokuing =P

EeChoong&HisCamera

KaiSheng & Kevin

Linus in PINK!!

BanJoo&Fang!

No idea what this guy is up to man.. O.o

I stole this... Thanks to the guy who stole my wing x)

More info and pics at his Blog :)

CF camp is in 5 Days!

-kanpai-

Bird Week :)

2009-06-06T12:50:00.007+08:00

I know most of the people are all rotting at home... Please don't do that... cause it would only make you miss school.... Holidays only 2 week s know??

To those that are on a vacation somewhere.. get me a souvenier kay??? a key-chain at least x)

If you're reading this now.. you're probably one of those rotting at home now... xP Don't do that!! Go to Ikano or something la... They have some event there from 28 May-14June :)

Bird Week! ^^

Me, Suz & Chin went there cos we were too tired to rot at home.. LMAO x) Didnt expect to see cute birds! XD

This owl is so friggin cute man!! i so wanna give it a hug! but i scared it eat me O.O

After that we went to the pet shop there next to POPULAR wan.. Pet safari.. i think.. to see more animals lo! x)

Jitki trying to punch some burger toy -.-

Had ice-cream at Ikea after that... What better way to spend an afternoon right??

~kanpai~

Flashback! YouthCamp 08' :)

2009-05-31T17:15:00.008+08:00

This happened last year in the month of December :)

Not much pictures are taken tho...

Cause i was having too much fun tox)

Anyway... It's a youth camp laa.. XYZ Encounter Camp!!! But somehow.. it's so like fitness camp to me... =.= really... They make us do lots of exercises like push ups, sit ups and stuff like dat... But it's all part of the game and i had loads of fun! Plus i kayaked!! x) It was in Benum Hill Resort there anyway... It's a NS training ground O.O But the place is veri nice laa except for the bathrooms... Really man! They should do something about that! Cause there's nice one time, while showering the water suddenly just stop like dat >.<>.<

Other than that i had an amazing encounter with God! The first, 2nd and 3rd day of camp it was somewhat dissappointing for me at first la... Cause it's like during Praise&Worship session i feel veri empty and there's nothing filling me... so i kept praying and praying till the last day at camp and the last Praise&Worship session i felt God's presence gushing into me and it's just this wonderful feeling that i cannot express... You'll have to experience it to know what's it like :) But seriously i thank God! He listened to my prayers and he answered them and made this Camp so awesome x)

Anyway, here are some pics taken from the camp.... i'll just let it do the talking la :)

SueAnn, Anthea, Lydia & Me!

Candid by Suz -.-

Camille!! ^^

CG preparing for Talentime :)

Encounter Camp commitee =]

Games group prize giving :)

Candid by suz again -.-

First Prize!

Emmabo!!!

woooohoooo!!! (i didnt expect this man!)

haiyaa... so fast need to go home already =.=

11 Days to go till CF camp 09'!!! XD XD!!

woohooooooooooo!!!!

kanpai

and it begins!

2009-05-29T12:40:00.002+08:00

Now it's officialy the beggining of the mid school holiday!!!

my list of look-forwards-to x)

-FriendshipConnectionTuesday!!!-

-Movies!-

-Make my room a little more fabulous-

-A way to get some$$-

-Meet up with some old buddies:)-

-Play!-

-Shopping x)-

-DUCF Camp 09'!!!!!!!!!-

-and more...

Have an awesome holiday! :)

i will be back with more post!!! :)

kanpai

end of it. beggining of it.

2009-05-28T13:57:00.004+08:00

Mid-term is over!!!!

woohoo! x)

okay so got that over with and holidays beggining man!

anyway! i have soooo many things to post and tell you guys about but i'll leave it for later kay? Cause i got tuition lateeeerrr... hai...

here's a sneak peek of what happened during the very last mid-term exam x)

haha x)

more will be posted up later on 4 Meranti o9' blog

i'm off then!

kanpai

random much :)

2009-05-22T15:09:00.008+08:00

just wanna alive my blog a little bit...

mygosh exams haven't finish yet know?

plus im not happie that Kris took the American Idol title..

Boo~~! >(

...................................................................................

22/5/2009

Today was fun laa x) less stressful only 1 exam. And it only last an hour Thank God! Im getting sick of those 2 and a half hours.... i always end up with too much time >.<

Today we had to pass up our Nilam book as told by Pn. Siti Rahayu if you dun wanna get kewed by her la. That lady filled with tension and negativeness wan >.<

So i bought a new Nilam book today as i have recycled my last year wan di >.> and start writing lame stories in it. Damn lame wan. I actually wrote something bout Kris cheating in American Idol and all. Lol sorry la.. i just dun think he should be the winner. hmmmph!

....................................................................................

The little fella above is just so tempting..... >.<

Will report more after exams! x)

kanpai

Get it off...

2009-05-09T11:26:00.002+08:00

Do you remember the first ten elements of the periodic table?

It's Hydrogen

Helium

Lithium

Beryllium

Boron

Carbon

Nitrogen

Oxygen

Flourine

and

Neon

Omgness!! This song has been replaying itself in my head like crazy laa..

(4 Merantians noes what im talking about) x)

Getitoffgetitoffgetitoff!

lol.

Kanpai

stop.

2009-05-07T22:16:00.002+08:00

I am

Frustrated.

Irritated.

Sick.

Tired.

Please stop. Leave me alone for awhile...

It's May?

2009-05-04T17:30:00.002+08:00

omgosh it's May!!!
NoooOOooOOooo....
omgosh so fast!
Exams are back!!!! Ugh!

Haven't really been studying... hai...
Ready to just make soup outta Add Maths exam paper already laa...
Somtimes i also dunno why i took that subject..... =.=

Should form an angry mob and protest! x) lol.

hai... still got alot of things to do larrr...

can become siao already... x/

kanpai

DUCF Rally 2009 :]

2009-04-29T14:45:00.010+08:00

Cf rally happened back on the 4th...

It started early morning when i wake up and spend time making cheese and tuna sandwiches as refreshments for the rally... Lol i hope you like them!! i put effort into them okay??

haha... XD but i think you guys did laa... since i went home with an empty tray for the cheese sandwiches!! Long live cheese!!! XD lol.

Anyways... I spent total of 9 hours in DUMC from 2. I lead worship in youth for the first time with the help of John.. Whoo! Thanks! Praise the Lord! ya... den youth ended early so Me, Heanglee, Eechoong, YanChee, Steffi & Suzanne hang around the Cafe till bout 4 like dat...

Then it's rally preparation time!!!! XDXDXD

Ppl all busy preparing for Rally laa XD

After it's all prepared we went around and start praying for everything we see in the hall, worship team, ushers, the ppl arriving and eveything lah!

Cute shot of Arlene. Can see the Halo on her XD

Daniel!

The awesome Joanna, Khristy, Joel & Wai wan :)

Isaac and Calvin. Isaac showing off his talent x)

Mithran, Joyce, Jitki & Ban Joo

Random shot of Jitki xP

Goodies on sale!

Barnett & Sunshine!! =)

Then worship started...

The worship Team

Another random shot of Jitki xP

Guest speaker uncle Jason Fong

Crowd :)

Thats all the pics i got laa cos most of the memory space taken out by the videos already :P

I had an Awesome time there! :) And thanks Arlene for taking the pics while i was ushering in the rain with the other ushers... lols so fun. I actually sang Umbrella with YanChee under the rain XD

CF Rally was great! :) God had answered our payers Praise God!!! ;D

kanpai

SMKdu's top model

2009-04-28T21:28:00.003+08:00

You

wanna

Top?

-4 finalist-

lol! I love these people laaa! x)

kanpai!!

Friday 24/04/2009

2009-04-24T15:16:00.002+08:00

Dullest Day This year so far!!!!

Really really!

Today only got 4 different subjects laa... so kindda nice also cos bag so light x)

I spend most of my time today getting ready for the BK postal quiz... Doing all the summarized notes, reading... just trying my best to cram the whole bible into my head....

...

ok laa... maybe not the whole bible laa kay... Just Genesis & Luke

So yea... i didnt do and pass up my Maths & Karangan... I bet Cik .Ati & Cik Rahayu would enjoy minusing my markah formative :/ Haiyaa.. minus minus laaa... all the time minus minus until so fan alreadiee..

But i dun really care laa... i just do my notes... keep doing until i sit too much then i feel like running... dunno why.. i think maybe because i didnt use my legs much as i was sitting down most of the time doing notes... That time was english period i continue to do my notes standing up.. then walk around while reading it den stand and do notes again...

Pn Azidah: "Pauline, do you know you can make use of the chair? You can sit down and do your work"

Me: "But i wan to make use of my leg la... i've been sitting down too much..."

*few seconds later...*

Me: "Okay la okaylaa... i sit down loorr..."

*continues to do notes*

And den four guys came into my class just to like rehearse their presentation la cos they're representing state to compete tomoro (i think). It was about some medical, childrens doctor thing... dunno whatsit called di tho... terblur edi.... sowiee!!

at that time my brain is just : "thetwelvediciples, adam and eve, noah's ark, john the baptist.... etc

etc..."

But still got listen abit laa... i mean.. they work so hard and i dun listen somemore veri bad wan noe...

half way through, when the third guy was talking (leemun ithink) Then all of a sudden without a warning... he flip this paper and on the paper... and on it... there were... just really horrible horrible pictures... (dun wanna descibe it!)

It actually turned my mood from :) to :( ... seriously, if im any more sensitive i think would cry...

~Major~

today also i got major mood swings...

blur> happie> emo> emo> (recess)happie!> emo> nervous> happie abit> :( > emo> calm.. it actually sums up into a dull day...

BK postal quiz!! XD

skip lunch to continue to cram stuff into my brain. Half of the time was just quarelling with isaac about the right answers.. lol

the quiz was okay laa... Learn a few things from it too.. ^^

but cant say what i learned laa cos i know some ppl are taking this weekend. So GOOD LUCK!

so tired now laa.. but got tuition later somemore...

cheersss.kanpai.

Signed with Love...

2009-04-19T21:59:00.002+08:00

I got this email and found it really touching...
if im anymore sensitive i would actually cry weih....

She jumped up as soon as she saw the surgeon come out of the operating room. She said: 'How is my little boy? Is he going to be all right? When can I see him?'

The surgeon said, 'I'm sorry. We did all we could, but your boy didn't make it.'

Sally said, 'Why do little children get cancer? Doesn't God care any more? Where were you, God, when my son needed you?'

The surgeon asked, 'Would you like some time alone with your son? One of the nurses will be out in a few minutes, before he's transported to the university..'

Sally asked the nurse to stay with her while she said good bye to son. She ran her fingers lovingly through his thick red curly hair. 'Would you like a lock of his hair?' the nurse asked. Sally nodded yes. The nurse cut a lock of the boy's hair, put it in a plastic bag and handed it to Sally.

The mother said, 'It was Jimmy's idea to donate his body to the University for Study. He said it might help somebody else. 'I said no at first, but Jimmy said, 'Mom, I won't be using it after I die. Maybe it will help some other little boy spend one more day with his Mom.' She went on, 'My Jimmy had a heart of gold. Always thinking of someone else. Always wanting to help others if he could.'

Sally walked out of Children's Mercy Hospital for the last time, after spending most of the last six months there. She put the bag with Jimmy's belongings on the seat beside her in the car.

The drive home was difficult. It was even harder to enter the empty house. She carried Jimmy's belongings, and the plastic bag with the lock of his hair to her son's room.

She started placing the model cars and other personal things back in his room exactly where he had always kept them She lay down across his bed and, hugging his pillow, cried herself to sleep.

It was around midnight when Sally awoke. Lying beside her on the bed was a folded letter. The letter said :

'Dear Mom,

I know you're going to miss me; but don't think that I will ever forget you, or stop loving you, just 'cause I'm not around to say 'I Love You' . I will always love you, Mom, even more with each day.. Someday we will see each other again. Until then, if you want to adopt a little boy so you won't be so lonely, that's okay with me. He can have my room and old stuff to play with. But, if you decide to get a girl instead, she probably wouldn't like the same things us boys do. You'll have to buy her dolls and stuff girls like, you know.

Don't be sad thinking about me. This really is a neat place Grandma and Grandpa met me as soon as I got here and showed me around some, but it will take a long time to see everything. The angels are so cool I love to watch them fly. And, you know what? Jesus doesn't look like any of his pictures. Yet, when I saw Him, I knew it was Him. Jesus himself took me to see GOD! And guess what, Mom? I got to sit on God's knee and talk to Him, like I was somebody important.. That's when I told Him that I wanted to write you a letter, to tell you good bye and everything. But I already knew that wasn't allowed. Well, you know what Mom? God handed me some paper and His own personal pen to write you this letter I think Gabriel is the name of the angel who is going to drop this letter off to you. God said for me to give you the answer to one of the questions you asked Him 'where was He when I needed him?' 'God said He was in th e same place with me, as when His son Jesus was on the cross. He was right there, as He always is with all His children.

Oh, by the way, Mom, no one else can see what I've written except you. To everyone else this is just a blank piece of paper. Isn't that cool? I have to give God His pen back now He needs it to write some more names in the Book of Life. Tonight I get to sit at the table with Jesus for supper. I'm sure the food will be great.

Oh, I almost forgot to tell you. I don't hurt anymore the cancer is all gone.. I'm glad because I couldn't stand that pain anymore and God couldn't stand to see me hurt so much, either. That's when He sent The Angel of Mercy to come get me. The Angel said I was a Special Delivery! How about that?

Signed with Love from God, Jesus & Me.

kanpai

2009-04-12T18:14:00.003+08:00

1) The person who tagged you is:
Hui hsien :DDD

2) Your relationship with him/her is:
Awesome best bud which i missed so dearly much!!!

3) Your first impression of him/her is:
She laughs so much! XD

4) The most memorable moments with her:
Gay-running(dun ask) during merentas desa on form 3!! XD

5) The most memorable thing he/she has said to you is:
She calls me a bundle of joy! :3

6) If he/she becomes your lover, you will:
Continue being best buds. nothing more than that XD

7) If he/she became your lover, what should he/she improve at:
O.o....?

8) If he/she becomes your enemy, what would you do:
Try not to even become her enemy!

9) If he/she becomes your enemy, the reason will be:
I stole her Keroro XD

10) The most desired thing you want to do for him/her now is:
i wanna see her la! darn it! >.<

11) Your overall impression on him/her:
good friend, awesome buddy :3

12) The characteristic you love most about yourself:
being overly positive sometimes XD

13) The characteristic you hate most about yourself:
lazyness.... ;_;

14) The most ideal person you want to be is:
Perfect! so impossible.... ;________;

15) For people that care and like you, say something to them:
You guys are all so seriously adorable+lovable that i can just poke you all to death!!! XDDD

16) Pass this quiz to 10 ppl who you want to know how they feel about you.
i chin-chai tag wan... the ppl that poped in my mind are....

1~ Aminah
2~ Limin
3~ Megan
4~ Yan Chee
5~ Tian Xi
6~ Jocelyn
7~ John
8~ Yee Ling
9~ Hweii Chiee
10~Chui Inn

17) Who is 6 having a relationship with:
i WOULD really really like to know!!! >)

18) Is 9 a male or female:
Female la~

19) If 7 and 10 were together, would it be a good thing:
O.O If only 7 loves Lee Hom also...

20) What is 2 studying at the moment:
subjects la...

21) When was the last time you had a chat with 3:
Last friday

22) What kind of music does 8 like:
All i do is hum a song and she'll take forever to get it out XDDD

23) Does 1 have any siblings:
yup!

24) Will you woo 3:
.... uhhhhh??!!

25) How about 7:
that will be the funniest thing on earth!

26) Is 4 single:
Single! interested? XD

27) What's the surname of 5:
Lim! :)

28) What's the hobby of 5:
studying i think?? he so smart xP

29) Do 5 and 9 get along well:
yeap! i guess so :P

30) Where is 2 studying at:
The all so AWESOME SMKDU!!!!

31) Say something casual about your eyes:
uhhh? they help me see? O.o

32) Have you tried developing feelings for 5:
He's a Good friend la :]

33) Where does 9 live:
in a cool cool house :3

34) What colours does 4 like:
All i know is that she likes cats XD

35) Are 5 and 1 good friends:
They dunno each other also la...

36) Does 7 like 2:
i think so?

37) How did u get to know 2:
i cant remember actually... probably in a random way la... XD

38) Does 1 have any pets:
CATS!!!!

39) Is 7 the sexiest person in the world:
no comments la kay!

the unposted 2008

2009-04-10T20:07:00.012+08:00

This post is so late actually..

but it brings back memories :)

i cant really remember the exact day for this party but it was an Awesome one!!

kk... now just let the pics do the talking XD

some ppl that came early so we spend our time with a game of TWISTER!

After that ppl started coming la...

so we tried to start the bbq... but failed... D:

They were just burning newspaper actually... XD

Food!!! our food can be cooked thanks to the grill!!! XD

YanChee eats her satay...

while little boys play XD

Time for games!

GameRules: A present is wrapped with 7 layers of newspaper, when music is played the present will be passed around. When the music stops the person with the present is required to unwrap a layer of newspaper and do the DARE written on it...

now lets see what these jokers did XD

i wonder ....

End result of Thein:

Henry kena!

he was required to choose any 3 of the following: Rebena, soft drink, chilli sauce, vinegar, honey.

And he go and choose all the sweet ones... cheh! not challenging at all la... i can do also xP

Kevin kena! But kesian Danny got the punishment.. XD

YanChee Duck walk!!

I cant really remember what Sam did tho...

In the end... Suzanne's the winner! :]

Treasure hunt time!!!! XDDD

Objective? Find Patrick!!!

oOOoo.. a clue!!!

The winners for treasure hunt :P

Danny, Kevin, Henry, Kai Sheng

so cool wan! see their t-shirt Balck+Red like football team XD

Conclusion... they have goodies!!!

see the red ribbon? i made it!! XD *perasans*

Then after all the games... i guess ppl tired edi so all chit-chat la! XD

Sam & Anthea

I bet all of us had an awesome time :)

kanpai

Sneaky post...

2009-04-06T19:13:00.002+08:00

HELLO!!!!!
I'm Suzanne..
hehe i sneaky-snaeky post this...
PAULINE!!!!
dont delete this post please!!
haha..
ok im bored.. so give u very very silly silly Jokes
the answers are in white so highlight them k? =]

Q: what do u call a girl papaya?
A: mamaya

Q: how do u keep someone in suspense?
A: i tell u tomorrow...

Q: why didnt the chicken cross the road?
A: cause it was Chicken!!

haha so funny.. well i go off now
hope u like my super LAME post!!! love it.. dont hate it..

BYE!!!!!!
XD

2009-04-06T19:00:00.002+08:00

hey guys!
Just want ya'all to know that CF rally was so awesome!!! XD
Though the wheather was not so friendly but this doesnt stop rally from being awesome!!!
I didnt get much pitures tho...
but i'll post it later anyway :p
sowie la...
later den... XD
KANPAI

2009-04-01T15:08:00.000+08:00

for fun...

The Curse of April first...

2009-04-01T14:27:00.002+08:00

April fools!!! XD

Waking up to another one of those fine lazy morning... Everything was blurry when i opened my eyes but i went off with the usual morning routine... I washed my face, brushed my teeth, put on my uniform, tied up my hair and i headed downstairs for breakfast...
Then out of nowhere...

dad: Girl!!! Girl!!! *passes me the newspaper* turn to page 2 and start reading!!!!
me: huh? read wad?
dad: just read!!! there's something about David Archuleta... i think he's coming to your school!!!
me: O.O OMGNESS! REALLY??? *looks for the article!!*

(feww seconds laterr...)

me: where got? dun have also?!
dad: oh... did you get the right newspaper? Check the date...
me: *Monday 1st April**
dad: *BIG GRIN* April fools!! ahahaaha XD
me: =.="............. guhhhh...

so it's April fools! hahaha...
i went to school after that to try out that trick....
It actually succeeded on Arlene in perhimpunan.... ahahaha...
sorry Arlene... i put you in high hopes... XD
Then i targeted Hsu Zen... So yaa... i think she hates me now for making her get all excited for no reason..... lol XD

extra extra!
DUCF rally is in 3 Days!!!
see yas!
kanpai

lookforwards!!!!

2009-03-29T21:26:00.002+08:00

I'm looking forward to RALLY!

I'm loooooooooooooooooooking forward to CF camp 09!!!! XD

REMINDER: DUCF rally will be on the 4th of April!!!

7.30-10.30pm

DUMC, Hall 1

for more details call me! *]

There'll be free music, free entertaiment & free food!!!!

so be there!

Bring your friends and your friend's friends and your friend's friend's friends!!!!

ALL PEOPLE!!!

EVERYONE!!!

BE THERE!!!

see ya *]

kanpai

Ahaha.. got tag! x3

2009-03-20T11:10:00.003+08:00

Got tag to do =D

Rules:It's harder than it looks! Copy to your own note, erase my answers, enter yours, and tag.Use the first letter of your name to answer each of the following questions. They have to be real...nothing made up! If the person before you had the same first initial, you must use different answers. You cannot use any word twice and you can't use your name for the boy/girl name question.

1. What is your name :Pauline
2. A four letter word : poke!!!
3. A boy's name : Paul
4. A girl's name : Phebe
5. An occupation : Politician (omgness i hate politics...)
6. A colour : Pink!!
7. Something you'll wear : Plastic??? O.o?
8. A hobby : Polo
9. A food : Peanut butter
10. Something found in the bathroom : poop...
11. A place : Paris... wheeeee =D
12. A reason for being late : pain...
13. Something you'd shout : Poopoo!!!
14. A movie title : Pink Panther
15. Something you drink : Papaya juice XD
16. A musical group : Paramore
17. An animal : Pandas :3
18. A street name : Unable to find one in M'asia....
19. A type of car : Porsche...(O.O fancy....)
20. Title of a song : Poker face

Anyway!!!
i wanna wish dear Suzanne a Happie Belated Birthday!!!!
Ahahahaha XD now at least im not the only old one x3
Have fun 16 year old! =D
Kanpai